Swan Song 🦢 1.1.21.

My little Swan Song

The best thing that happened in the year 2020 was having my little boy. I don’t know how to explain the energy shift that came to be when I became pregnant with him and then held him in my arms. My whole life changed. My soul felt lighter… happier… and calmer. My anxieties fell… and my past traumas were no longer haunting me. It was like a little bit of magic washed over me and I suddenly found acceptance and freedom… a new lighter me. He was the change that I needed. He was my little swan song to the old me.

My days are now filled with joy… with smiles… and with immense unconditional love. I look at people no longer as people… but as souls just trying to find their way home. My patience is superb. My love BIG…

Reflecting back on the last solar year I realized that I needed my little boy to put me in check… to up-level me… he made me better.

For my next solar year projection I want to take on the energies of the Swan 🦢 and Dove🕊 totem. To express peace and grace in all that I do. To share beauty and love in all that I am. To treat each day as a gift.

New Years Day 2017.

New Years Day 2017.


Melbourne, Florida. They say that what you do on the first day of the year is what you’ll continue to do throughout the year. Today…I sat facing the ocean…eyes wide shut…heart wide open…wondering if I dodged a bullet or fell victim to my own kindness…something that I am having a hard time answering. The trouble with an open heart is that it breaks…and it breaks often. The good news is…it transforms you. The good news is…I’ll continue to have an open heart…and I won’t build walls…I’ll keep cracking open until all boundaries are shattered…and I will always be kind. I won’t live in the past…I’ll only live now. I’ll keep sitting by the ocean…meditating….healing…opening up and letting go. It’ll take time, the healing part, but I am determined to do so. In the meantime…I’m letting it all go to make room for my wild woman to rise…2017, are you ready for me?

Love & Moonlight,


PS. I played on the beach…dunk myself in the cold ass ocean…and did some yoga…I think my year is going to be pretty good if it is true what they say…