Co-creating life feels like… a new moon. . . . New Moon in Taurus… . . grounding down a whole new foundation… . . will write a little… AM blogging…
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Channeling. Yes. . . I do not own the rights to this song… . . But I do have the gumption to whip my hair back and forth. Might get lost in the 6th dimension… . . 🪶✍🏻🪽
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This feels like a new beginning. Truly. Thought about writing about last month on here… in particular the energy around last months Full moon. Maybe I’ll share later. Maybe I won’t. But I have it written down in my journal. My thoughts. I keep them. .
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Something I learned from my family members. They all keep little notes and journals and stuff written down to remember. I find it… enchanting.
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I’m in a unique position. A TRUE new beginning. I’ve grown older.. and as they say wiser. I can confirm the wisdom as much as I am fully capable of understanding it. I still have so much more to learn and I don’t really know shit.
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I can confirm that I have grown so much over the last four years… I see it in the way that I walk now. It’s.. different. I had to learn A LOT. Still… more.. to come.
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I can confirm that life is expansive… and my God… the possibilities are… as they say… ENDLESS.
Basking in the sun 🦎 . . . yesterday and today I sun bathed like a lizard. Yesterday I even thought to myself this must be what lizards feel when standing in the sun, knocking on the door of life, doing Qi gong. Ironic. Saw 5 lizards this morning. They must have known I was thinking of them. Been writing. Wrote a shit ton. Read a bit. Drank some coffee. Lounged about. Feeling like a Leisurely lady or lizard.
“May it be an evening star Shines down upon you May it be when darkness falls Your heart will be true” Enya . . So many 2’s today. 2.22.2024 Take it even further.. and reduce it down all the way turning the 4 into TWO 2’s and you get a 2222222. ALIGNMENT! Mark sent me and the girls this memory today. It was from 2.22.2020, which was an all 2’s day too. Significant to me, as it served as a reminder that I am in alignment. A sign. A confirmation. I needed it too. Especially when I woke up feeling restless for a change and needed to be reminded that some things just take time… have patience. I know in my HEART that the current steps I’m taking right now to prepare for the second half of my life are in harmony and is centered around commUNITY. What’s even more precious is that this picture of the yoga studio owner days was taken in between the time I had a miscarriage and then 3 months later got pregnant with Willem. It was posted around the time I did get pregnant with Willem. My guess is January 31st, 2020 was when Willem chose to pick me to be his Mom. That picture is so sweet. I might have been pregnant with the first baby, or in between, or I could have been pregnant with Willem in it… my memory is foggy because it was a traumatic time, a lot of things were happening… but any of those scenarios would still hold significance to having the SUN/SON in it… each one taking its own timeline. Timelines. What a crazy concept. But in factuality there are limitless possibilities that are ALWAYS available and it takes one decision you make that determines which timeline you choose to be on. You alone create your path. That’s pretty powerful. I’m so excited to see my path start to unfold into the beautiful flower that is ME. I get to choose how the SECOND half of my life goes. CommUNITY. KULA. Community of the Heart. Everything always reveals itself to you when you are ready. When the student is ready, the teacher appears.
I have these great big tears welling up in my eyes…
Ones I’ve felt many times before.
It’s a certain type of JOY… those tears… BIG.
As I recall my Aunt Chris dropping the best -well wishes- line I’ve ever heard, “Joy go with you.” I’m reminded of my own Divinity and ability for having compassionate understanding of others.
Not all will walk the same path I have, or even understand it… and some may not share the same compassion, but I can still wish them well… and I do.
To feel your family joyfully & energetically as they testify their love for God. the Lord… how could you not feel the lump in your throat grow ten times larger?
Angels are among us.
When you GET TO witness their compassion, their unconditional love, their own DIVINITY, you also get to witness their Christ Consciousness fill the entire room. It will make you cry…. Those BIG JOY tears.
To be reminded that your wellbeing truly depends on how much you sit with God daily, to pray, to be grateful, to say thank you as many times as you can, to listen and be open to Gods many little gifts and signs… you will begin to see ALL the signs you might have over looked and start to increasingly pick up on them faster.
I know that my time is limited here. I know that it is inevitable to grow. And sometimes that means outgrowing others. Whether that means they have outgrown you or vice versa.
The best thing I can do in those situations is to say to them… “Joy go with you.” so that we can all move on to the things meant for us.
Not all friendships or lovers or situations or jobs or even family will be with you forever… that’s just nature. Sometimes they are just there to show you things so that you can be better as you do move forward.
We are mirrors for each other in that way.
I’m at a choice point. Checkpoint Charlie. And I’ll have to make decisions on what choice I’ll be making. Remain the same… or grow.
I choose the latter. And I thank my family for reminding me of how to do it.
Praise be to God.
🤍♾️K.
PS. This is a call to find my people.
I’m looking for those who sing praises of each other.. that’s what I live for… The praises of each other. To be among those who talk about ideas and philosophies and good things.
I have no room for petty gossip that is none of my business. Politely I remove myself from that frequency and wish it joy as it goes.
I am open to expanding to higher realms of compassion. To surround myself with people of JOY. To sit among those who want to see each other raise in frequency.
To hold the hands of those who have suffered in silence and listen to their stories of how they overcame their own sufferings because it is a brave thing to open up about it. And to wish those who are still suffering some relief.
Just love each other where they are at. Love your neighbor.
PSS. There is a fine line between being judgmental and having discernment. There is a difference. Gossip is judgmental. Discernment is knowing that you really have no idea what others are truly going through, so it is best to just have compassion for them.
I stumbled upon this clip searching for ways I could record voice to text. I found it in my voice memos. It was the only one I recorded in this phone. I had forgotten I had done it 3 years ago. I was living in a rental with my children making moves to grow.
And I can attest that I have gotten closer and more fluent with word… With the Divine Creator… And we have been working together.
Never underestimate the power of word. The power of channeling. The power of listening. And what you can do with all three.
PS. Bathroom lights flickered off after prayer was spoken. Confirmation that we are here only for the highest good of all with RADICAL LOVE at the forefront. Anything that does not align with my heart must go. Anything that is not in alignment with the highest good of all with RADICAL LOVE at the forefront must go. Thank you thank you thank you! If it harm non, mote it be.
“You having an unnatural allegiance to losers is not like you.” -Katt Williams
Spent way too many years doing this.
Embarrassingly too long.
I was overly nice.
Way too nice.
But I’m tired of being nice.
And being nice only gets you so far.
I couldn’t see myself being revengeful, then again, I never saw myself doing a lot of other things.
🤍♾️K.
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PS. Angelically protected. Always. Anything that does not belong to me must return back to its owner. I’m only here for the highest good of ALL with RADICAL LOVE at the forefront.
I’m curious to see what the Universe, God, the Divine has to surprise me with in the name of RADICAL LOVE. Show me the goodness and the ways I can transmute the darkness.
Pluto enters Aquarius tonight at 7. It’ll play a little dance for the next several months and by November it’ll stay there. It’s the Age of Aquarius and time for me to hibernate. Removing roadblocks. Removing old energies. Removing old patterns. Pluto is destruction. Aquarius is authenticity. Sloughing off the shit that isn’t mine. Returning it back to where it came from. Any misperceptions that were never mine to begin with get to return back to their owners for their own transmutation. Radical uplifting. Ganesh with the assist. What once was will be nevermore. The only way is through it. You don’t know what you don’t know. How could you ever? Who knew this cycle would close out with a banger? #silentpigeoncoo
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I do not own the rights to this song. This is Gone Till November by Wyclef Jean.
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