Basking in the sun 🦎 . . . yesterday and today I sun bathed like a lizard. Yesterday I even thought to myself this must be what lizards feel when standing in the sun, knocking on the door of life, doing Qi gong. Ironic. Saw 5 lizards this morning. They must have known I was thinking of them. Been writing. Wrote a shit ton. Read a bit. Drank some coffee. Lounged about. Feeling like a Leisurely lady or lizard.
“May it be an evening star Shines down upon you May it be when darkness falls Your heart will be true” Enya . . So many 2’s today. 2.22.2024 Take it even further.. and reduce it down all the way turning the 4 into TWO 2’s and you get a 2222222. ALIGNMENT! Mark sent me and the girls this memory today. It was from 2.22.2020, which was an all 2’s day too. Significant to me, as it served as a reminder that I am in alignment. A sign. A confirmation. I needed it too. Especially when I woke up feeling restless for a change and needed to be reminded that some things just take time… have patience. I know in my HEART that the current steps I’m taking right now to prepare for the second half of my life are in harmony and is centered around commUNITY. What’s even more precious is that this picture of the yoga studio owner days was taken in between the time I had a miscarriage and then 3 months later got pregnant with Willem. It was posted around the time I did get pregnant with Willem. My guess is January 31st, 2020 was when Willem chose to pick me to be his Mom. That picture is so sweet. I might have been pregnant with the first baby, or in between, or I could have been pregnant with Willem in it… my memory is foggy because it was a traumatic time, a lot of things were happening… but any of those scenarios would still hold significance to having the SUN/SON in it… each one taking its own timeline. Timelines. What a crazy concept. But in factuality there are limitless possibilities that are ALWAYS available and it takes one decision you make that determines which timeline you choose to be on. You alone create your path. That’s pretty powerful. I’m so excited to see my path start to unfold into the beautiful flower that is ME. I get to choose how the SECOND half of my life goes. CommUNITY. KULA. Community of the Heart. Everything always reveals itself to you when you are ready. When the student is ready, the teacher appears.
I have these great big tears welling up in my eyes…
Ones I’ve felt many times before.
It’s a certain type of JOY… those tears… BIG.
As I recall my Aunt Chris dropping the best -well wishes- line I’ve ever heard, “Joy go with you.” I’m reminded of my own Divinity and ability for having compassionate understanding of others.
Not all will walk the same path I have, or even understand it… and some may not share the same compassion, but I can still wish them well… and I do.
To feel your family joyfully & energetically as they testify their love for God. the Lord… how could you not feel the lump in your throat grow ten times larger?
Angels are among us.
When you GET TO witness their compassion, their unconditional love, their own DIVINITY, you also get to witness their Christ Consciousness fill the entire room. It will make you cry…. Those BIG JOY tears.
To be reminded that your wellbeing truly depends on how much you sit with God daily, to pray, to be grateful, to say thank you as many times as you can, to listen and be open to Gods many little gifts and signs… you will begin to see ALL the signs you might have over looked and start to increasingly pick up on them faster.
I know that my time is limited here. I know that it is inevitable to grow. And sometimes that means outgrowing others. Whether that means they have outgrown you or vice versa.
The best thing I can do in those situations is to say to them… “Joy go with you.” so that we can all move on to the things meant for us.
Not all friendships or lovers or situations or jobs or even family will be with you forever… that’s just nature. Sometimes they are just there to show you things so that you can be better as you do move forward.
We are mirrors for each other in that way.
I’m at a choice point. Checkpoint Charlie. And I’ll have to make decisions on what choice I’ll be making. Remain the same… or grow.
I choose the latter. And I thank my family for reminding me of how to do it.
Praise be to God.
🤍♾️K.
PS. This is a call to find my people.
I’m looking for those who sing praises of each other.. that’s what I live for… The praises of each other. To be among those who talk about ideas and philosophies and good things.
I have no room for petty gossip that is none of my business. Politely I remove myself from that frequency and wish it joy as it goes.
I am open to expanding to higher realms of compassion. To surround myself with people of JOY. To sit among those who want to see each other raise in frequency.
To hold the hands of those who have suffered in silence and listen to their stories of how they overcame their own sufferings because it is a brave thing to open up about it. And to wish those who are still suffering some relief.
Just love each other where they are at. Love your neighbor.
PSS. There is a fine line between being judgmental and having discernment. There is a difference. Gossip is judgmental. Discernment is knowing that you really have no idea what others are truly going through, so it is best to just have compassion for them.
The Walden Moon 